Craving the Distraction

For reasons unknown, I have a hard time kicking habits. I get things in my system, and I seem unable to control the need for them. There are times when I can sense the addiction forming, and I have to turn away early, before the taste of it corrupts me. People can hit me like that. I've been having recurring dreams of someone close to me, and it leaves me thinking of them the next day. And usually because they're in my cache, I dream of them over and over, and then I get weak, and that addiction starts to tap at me. It makes it harder to walk away when you can't even control your brain.