11.16.2004

The Depth of This Despair

I really can't remember the last time that I was truly in a bad mood, but now that I am, I'm wondering how long it lasts. I can't even pinpoint anything that has put me in this state of mind. I'm just sitting here with a burning sensation in my neck because I spend too many (countless) hours working on computers. It feels totally hormonal, and I say that only because it feels "uncontrollable" in the sense that I can't recognize why I feel like this. In fact, about the only thing I can picture making this day better is going home to sleep. I'm frustrated and feel like I want to wiggle free from some sort of constraint that's around me.

Snow Patrol hasn't even lifted my spirits. This hole is deep, baby.

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